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Thursday, June 23, 2011

You don't like me to tweet bout what I feel bout us, want me to tell you if anything's wrong.
But the thing is, I always get scolded when I tell you.
So how can I possibly tell you?

All I can do now is to hide how I feel deep inside, so that you don't find out.
I don't understand why do I have to be the one alway waiting, sacrificing and suffering.

Wait for you to reply,
Wait for you to reach,
Wait for you to be free,
Wait for you to stop all these.

Sacrificing my heart,
Sacrificing my feelings,
Sacrifing everything.

You used to take my hand everywhere all the time,
But then, i realised you don't even realised it when you didn't take it.
Even walked with your friends and leave me walking alone behind.
Even asked me why i walk so slow.
I don't understand you anymore baby.

It's not anyhow thinking anymore.
It's the truth now.
All I'm doing now is what you think is right.
Why is it that you're right all the time?
You don't listen to my heart anymore.

But how did I endure all these, I asked myself.
Because I love you.